LOve LeTteR

*Are you doing okay?
Aren’t you sick?
I’m becoming worried of you being without me
I hope you eat well even if you’re busy
Bundle up when it gets cold
Live your life bravely and do not cry

One day of year 2009
I held a pen suddenly thinking of you
Who do you call when you’re scared to walk alone at night?
I write a letter I can’t send
Are you eating well on your own?

I’m worrying today too
I write a letter I can’t send
I care about you, I think about you
Even though I know I can’t be like this
Today I’m only thinking about you
I’m worrying about you all day long
I write my feeling that can’t reach you



Are you doing okay?..

I worry too much, right?
This talking is too much, right?
I’m nagging you like a habit
The image of you full of tears
Keeps appearing in my eyes

Seeing it, days aren’t easy


Are you doing okay?


Why didn’t I know back then how precious you are?
Why was I so dull when love came and when it left I look for it again?
I didn’t realize when you were next to me
Because I was a foolish guy
Because I was a stupid guy

I understood after you left
I made it hard for you and hurt you a lot, right?
I am really sorry
I’ll let you go now

Meet a good guy
I hope you live happily
I believe you will do good as I know you will
Your always smiling picture
I don’t want to stain it with my tears
Today too, just like that, I will only smile

I want to be loved, but you don't seem to love me
I wander about, within that repetition
I found a single answer; even scared, and even hurt
I can tell the person that I love "I love you"

Do you love me? Do you not love me?
It doesn't matter to me either way
No matter how much I wish for it
There are a lot of things in this world that can't be changed
That's right, and only the fact that I love you
Is a truth that's unchangeable by anyone

Passing through one thousand nights, I want to tell you
There's something that I have to tell you
I want to be loved, but you don't seem to love me
I wander about, within that repetition
I found a single answer; even scared
And even hurt, I can tell the person that I love "I love you"
Putting my feelings into words is scary
But I can tell the person that I love "I love you"

I can't express in words, the joy of meeting you in this big world
So we smile, singing about the autumn that passes by in vivid colors, with a "do-re-mi"
We turn our backs on the winter, waiting for the sunlight streaming through the trees in spring
And are reborn again anew, so that we can protect someone

When I looked back on the path that I came down, and my destination, I would always do it with timid eyes
I want to face you, but I can't be honest
I, who repeatedly went through days of not being able to love his partner honestly
And hated being alone on that day
Seemed to love people in a flawless way

Passing through one thousand nights, I want to tell you
There's something that I have to tell you
I want to be loved, but you don't seem to love me
I wander about, within that repetition
I found a single answer; even scared
And even hurt, I can tell the person that I love "I love you"
Even if those feelings don't come true, I can tell the person that I love "I love you"
And that's the most wonderful thing in the world

I LIKE SOMEONE IN MY CLUZ N THEIR NAME IS secrete,HEHEEE,BUT I CANT 2 TELL HER COZ MY BEZ FWEN OSO LIKE HER..HURMM.BUT I NOT TELL MY FWEN I OSO LIKE ADY...COZ I DONT WANT MY RELATIONSHIP WITH HIM BROKEN..SO I JUST GIVE HIM SUPPORTED HOW 2 GET DAD GURL,BUT IN OTHER TIMES MY HEART IS OSO HURT..HUHUUU..DAD PAIN LIKE BROKEN GLASS,,

im in 1st sem in ipta of grapik dsngner...hahaha..their subject sooooo dificult,but i'm very proud coz i hav learn more thing,,,hearghhh... so wen adults ask me "what are you plans'' and ''what do you wants 2 be after you when grown up'' so i mfi, age 19 will said "i dont know" or " i haven't decided yet" so i'll just have a normal life...hurmm da normal path is from a good high school to a good university n 2 a good company.so even though i'd b easier 2 sit at home n play games or b on da computer. idon want 2 cause trouble 4 my parents..i dont want 2 b shut-in.so it'll all b notink but an extansion of dis....those one who'll get a head in da world are da one who hav da highest grades right now.. i dont want people 2 call me freeloader wen i grow up..so i'll get an office job....even though i don wants 2...hurmmm......it's a pain-in-da-ass!!!...so bowink future i filll....!!!dads my outlook my life after 19 years of just being a good kid n going with da flow..so weird feeling...in some great tinker or philosolphers book i read recently...please give me a break...!!!!!! dads what some grown-up womanizer would say,,,but i can't even talk 2 a girl i like!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!.... it said ""love is life's greatest even, da one thing wroth living 4..!!fuhhh... i'm so so so n very very tired..very hard life...but it make me bcome a good person...hahaha...so 4 me love is nothing but pain n anguish......dis unrequited love just plungs my life even further intro da depth of hell...some times i dont wanna tink about dis life...hahahaaa...u all guys in there dont tink im weired ok..haha..i just tell dis coz it from da dept of my heart....haha...just 4 fun..

i like her but,when i know my best fwen tell me he oso like her n try 2 stand beside her fuhhh,i feel verry shock,,but i dont tell my fwen i oso like her coz i dont want my relationship will broken..huhuhuuu,so i decide 2 be quiet,but my heart is still wants 2 know more bout her..hummm....i tink now i have no a chance 2 know bout her..hahaaa..crazy..why why why...when i like at some one this thing is always hape happen happen 2 me...im verry tired t tressure tressure 2 find this answer..so some one please give me the answer 4 dis question to me pleaseee...