im in 1st sem in ipta of grapik dsngner...hahaha..their subject sooooo dificult,but i'm very proud coz i hav learn more thing,,,hearghhh... so wen adults ask me "what are you plans'' and ''what do you wants 2 be after you when grown up'' so i mfi, age 19 will said "i dont know" or " i haven't decided yet" so i'll just have a normal life...hurmm da normal path is from a good high school to a good university n 2 a good company.so even though i'd b easier 2 sit at home n play games or b on da computer. idon want 2 cause trouble 4 my parents..i dont want 2 b shut-in.so it'll all b notink but an extansion of dis....those one who'll get a head in da world are da one who hav da highest grades right now.. i dont want people 2 call me freeloader wen i grow up..so i'll get an office job....even though i don wants 2...hurmmm......it's a pain-in-da-ass!!!...so bowink future i filll....!!!dads my outlook my life after 19 years of just being a good kid n going with da flow..so weird feeling...in some great tinker or philosolphers book i read recently...please give me a break...!!!!!! dads what some grown-up womanizer would say,,,but i can't even talk 2 a girl i like!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!.... it said ""love is life's greatest even, da one thing wroth living 4..!!fuhhh... i'm so so so n very very tired..very hard life...but it make me bcome a good person...hahaha...so 4 me love is nothing but pain n anguish......dis unrequited love just plungs my life even further intro da depth of hell...some times i dont wanna tink about dis life...hahahaaa...u all guys in there dont tink im weired ok..haha..i just tell dis coz it from da dept of my heart....haha...just 4 fun..